Childless


Endless efforts have come to an end
Scars of time won't heal the wounds
Behind the mask with joyeous laughter
Sadness rips me apart inside


Wanting children was my hope
In my mind I finally gave up
Mother nature starts to adjust my body
Will she also make arrangements for my life ?


I really hate the men that I loved
The onces, that I thought were gonna be dad
Make me feel they betrayed me
And left behind unhealable scars


So much love I had to give
So little I got in return
My heart is acheing
My wooden heart, I know it still burns


Yes, I was hurt, but I must go on
Build a new life all to myself
Will I ever find true love on the side ?
If I do I consider myself lucky


To be honest; it scares me tonight
Please help me to reach the daylight
©opyright Marjan